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2006 / 03 / 19 ( Sun )
March 17 (Day 56) Title: new Project about street children
Why didn’t I write last 2days? This is because from yesterday at last I really enjoy this traineeship. Now I am rally able to do what I want to do. This is that I act by myself what I think. This is so-called it’s up to you.
Day before yesterday my new activity started, though I did only one day until today. What I did is only to accompany NGO member to a village. As they can speak English only a little, I couldn’t ask why I came here or what we did now. But because I can understand Indonesia language a little, I might guess what we did now. And in the village, we might collect money from some mothers for street children, and then explained why we collected money. The price is just 2000Rp by each person and maybe it is not cheap for them. But suddenly an idea occurred. Yes this was really suddenly. The idea is that. “2000Rp equal to about 20yen, for me too cheap!! Even only me I can gift 50000Rp if they want. Well, if I collect money in Japan I can get much more than this, and even easier. Why don’t I move? This is good things, why can’t I take this action? ” And then I stared to think strategy about street children project. Even now, I can understand why I can move. Until then, off course I could enjoy and get the special experience. But in fact I couldn’t act what I think. So, potentially, もっともっと自分で何かしたいって気持ちが溜まっていて、それが今になって爆発したのだと思う。自分でもっと動きたい、自分で思っている事を実行したい！！So in day before yesterday, I collected my ideas and even made survey about street children, and yesterday I discuss this topic with AIESECer (Leo and Ziah), and today at once I stared to survey today to KKU Member (12 sheets). To think my nature, it is sure that if this hadn’t been traineeship I couldn’t have discussed it. 全く何のこっちゃって話しになっているので、ちょっとだけ日本語で説明。日本に帰ったら、多分インドネシアのStreet childrenの為にProjectを実行する。それは簡単に言うと、お金を集めて、実際に今年の夏、インドネシアで自分たちでStreet childrenの為に何かしようとの計画だ。また、ただお金を集めるのではなく、インドネシアの現状などの情報を知ってもらったうえで、寄付をするかしないかを決めて貰う。この方法をとる理由は、研修で思った、Peaceの初めのステップは相手を「知る」事から始まるからだ。また、ただ寄付してもらうのではなく、もし夏に日程があえばその人自身で、自分の寄付した金の行く末を見届けられると言うことだ！！
Anyway, Now I really enjoy my internship!!
2006 / 03 / 16 ( Thu )
March 14 (Day 53) Title: New activity and how to keep motivation
Thanks to Elvina, I can join in another TN (NGO). It is not sure, but I may do two activities in it, supporting handicap people and do some activities for street children. Actually I am really interested in those topics, and wonder why there are many street children in Indonesia, how come they can make a lining, and how handicap people can live in such an Indonesia. When we think a little carefully, Japan doesn’t have any street children, because of government or compulsory education. If they were in Japan, this is even the crime of their parents. How about Indonesia?? Is there no law like this? And to solve it, what can we NPO do for them? Actually I don’t have any idea without supporting money. As I wrote, I can’t spend a day without seeing handicap people, who beg to make use of their body. But maybe they cannot get enough money to live. How come they can make a live? Or how about the other handicap people? I have a lot of question about this. Even if I can’t get the answers from NGO people, let’s hear from my Indonesian friends!! Like this, I am really interested so now my motivation is so high!!
About motivation control, I think something. Why someone can keep his/her motivation, and someone cannot? I think to keep motivation, some conditions need. First, they know by themselves what they want to do, or at least what they are interested in. Second, they can access this. They can make some activity based on this. Third, they can say what they think. So as first step, I need to know what kind of activity freshman wants to do in AIESEC and in L’espoir. Second step, we seniors have to make some activity for freshman. And as third step, we make some fields where they can say and do what they think.
2006 / 03 / 10 ( Fri )
March 6 (Day 44, 45) Title: anxiety / Fasting
I already got what is AIESEC eXchange and what for we manage AIESEC eXchange. I already know and I can feel what I wanted in Japan. But today I got a big anxiety for my traineeship. This is because my traineeship finished. And now I don’t have anything to do. I know that even if there were still KKU (my TN), what I can study in it would be almost all nothing. But there is the fact that I join in AIESEC traineeship.
Now I lost even it. Now what do I do? In UNDIP (university name) I talked to my friend about my traineeship. When I go back to Japan, what can I say about the latter half of my traineeship? Have fun? Do nothing? WHY WILL I BE HERE?? Maybe if kind of this life will continue until finishing, it is better to go back to Japan. What do I do now??? What should I do in Indonesia??
Today, I tried Fasting. This is one of Islam culture. If a Muslim does fasting, he/she can’t eat and drink anything from sunrise until sunset. The days are two times a week, Monday and Thursday, but this is not duty. Why did I do it? This is because of diet, healthy, saving money and wanting to know the sense of Fasting. Until now, I had some experiences of praying (many times), fasting, and even knew how not Muslim is Muslim, and talked about Qur’an with real Muslim. But today when my host father said I am not like Muslim, but Muslim, I wonder what is Muslim, what is Islam. And I think that if do you want to know a religion, you don’t think how Muslim does, you have to feel what is Muslim. And because of now, I know about Islam culture Islam feeling.
The goal of AIESEC
2006 / 03 / 02 ( Thu )
March 1 (Day 39) Title: The goal of AIESEC
Our international platform enables yang people to discover and develop their potential to provide leadership for a positive impact on society. And Peace and fulfillment of humankind
saya orang japang
2006 / 02 / 28 ( Tue )
Feb 26 (Day 36) Title: saya orang japang
It is a long time since I got this feeling. Today, it made me nervous for my friends to treat me as